You Just Cant…
In life everything is about taking chances. I honestly have learned it in the past 3.5 years that ive lived here. Took a chance moving to the bay, took a chance working at my current job, took a chance with a few. I’ve learned and grown from it. Yes at time it maybe scary. Yes, at time it may seem that its not the right thing to do. But, Honestly, its not worth the risk of trying. You may never know how cold the water is until you dip into it. Thats how I see it. Lately, life has really been a big BLAH! to me. Whenever I feel like im doing the right thing, actions and words dont come out right. I’m trying to tell my stupid self im better than getting hurt, better than all the rest, better than whats in front of me. But then again i still dig a hole 2 inches deeper. Why do i always set myself up for failure when I know what already could be the outcome? Ugh. I just hate myself right now. Sooooo many things are going on other then the persona life. Everything I need to adjust too. Though at the end of the night..I know where I truly stand and where the heart and mind is.
Drunken words speak sober thoughts.
